I am Katie McGuire and I write because I have to. I am from
Omaha, NE and I am in the health care field. I hate English classes and dread
them, even though they are often some of the most exciting courses, due to the
discussions. I am the kind of writer who writes when they are told to do so. I
do not voluntarily write. I am the kind of writer who has never thought of
texting, tweeting, etc. as forms of writing. Now that I have opened my view of
the writing world to those outlets, I now come to the conclusion that I am a
writer who seeks attention. But doesn’t everybody? Why do you sent a tweet? Why
do you send a text? To be noticed. I write to be noticed—but not too noticed.
I’m the kind of writer who seeks to be agreed with. I write to be responded
too, and never to be ignored. Unless, of course, you disagree with me. In that
case, don’t read what I write. I am the kind of writer who doesn’t really care
about writing. But, when I do write, I write to be sarcastic. To be funny. I
write to get a smile out of you. I write to sound like I’m a good writer, when
in reality, I am a writer who sucks at writing. I am Katie McGuire and I write
because I have to.
Community is such a vague word. It’s a word that is not
thought of deeply, yet used so often. Community is a sense of belonging. Being
in a community is labeling yourself as having similarities with other people.
From the reading, the idea of “discourse community” is important. A true sense
of interaction and community is “replaced by a discursive ‘forum,’ and their
one-to-one interaction is reduced to a system” (15). Communities these days are
more labeling instead of face-to-face interactions with others. In the reading, Harris explains that he
belonged to a community “whose values and interests I could in part share but
to some degree would always feel separate from”. He explains how he felt like
he was in several communities, and yet “never wholly a member of one” (11).
Within those two paragraphs, I found myself diving deeper into the true meaning
of community. Community is feeling like you belong. Finding people that share
similar values and interests is important in establishing different communities
and putting yourself into a community. Even when you put yourself into one and
label yourself as being part of a specific one, the sense of actual belonging
isn’t fully fulfilled. Looking at myself, I am in plenty of communities. I
label myself as a UNL Pre-Nursing student, an Omaha native, a Christian, a
maturing woman, a daughter, and many more. I label myself a part of these
communities because I share values and similarities with each group. But even
when I share similarities with these groups and people, it doesn’t mean I feel
a sense of belonging. I disagree with some people within those communities. People
strive to belong, putting themselves in communities. Writing and language play
a role in making them communities because they are the forums to which a
community communicates. These days, there are clubs and websites where you can
go in order to share your ideas and interests with others. Language encourages
communication of ideas and topics.
Katie, I love all the incredible contrasts and consequent really fascinating truths you land on as you think about yourself as a writer! You're right; don't we all write because we want attention or someone to listen... but not too much attention (at least from those we disagree with)? For someone who claims to hate writing so much, you seem to be pretty aware of yourself as a writer (sans your statement about not being very good at it--I think your rather poetic choice to open and end your first paragraph with same line argues to the contrary). It seems like, as you think about yourself on twitter and other social media, you're already percolating some interesting ideas for our first project.
ReplyDeleteEven your consideration of Harris and community is a study in contrasts. You point out that communities are about belonging but at the same time you and Harris don't always feel totally a part of a community. Do you think you always "put yourself into a community?" Do some communities claim us without our connect or without us even knowing? What happens then? How do you think Harris--or even just based on his specific quotes you pulled--would respond to this?